The Pope Francis Encounter

 

Me kissing Pope Francis’ ring

 

Cathryn, my editor, and me

Meeting Pope Francis

In April 2014, our missionary group traveled from Israel to Rome. We were there to witness the canonization of Pope John Paul II. A few days before the blessed event, we had an audience with Pope Francis. We had tickets, got up extra early, and took a taxi to the Vatican. I had to beg my friend Cathryn to allow me to push her in a wheelchair; thankfully she agreed. It was a cold morning, but that did not matter because of the excitement of seeing the Pope. We were sitting in the front row; you can’t get any closer than that, right? We were eating the breakfasts that the hotel had prepared for us; then the weather turned.

Bad Weather, Good News

Even with umbrellas the rain was constant, softly falling over everyone. We were getting soaked. Suddenly these men in long black coats motioned for us to get up. One girl from the U.S.A. started to complain, “Why are you doing this? We came from so far away, and now you’re asking us to move?” I had an idea as to what was about to happen. I wanted to tell the foolish girl to be quiet, but I had to push Cathryn. These men were getting us out of the rain.

The Meeting

I was running ahead of others to get a good seat to the private auditorium. The bumps on the cobble stone were causing Cathryn to bounce up and down like a rag doll. That did not matter because I was running to secure a good spot. All I could think of was my plan to get through the massive, beautifully carved wooden doors before others. In all the commotion, two rows were formed with a wide aisle between them.

That’s when it hit me: the Pope was going to come in person to greet our small group first! There was a huge, televised live screening that allowed us to see the thousands of people waiting outside St. Peter’s Square. The young American girl started with her lamenting again, “We want to be outside! We want to see the Pope in person, not on a live screen!” This time I gave her a disapproving look, and was about to tell her to shut up when we were all handed a small piece of paper. The paper was written in Italian, but I knew what it said. We were about to experience a holy encounter with the Pope.

 

My traveling companions: Natalie, me, Carmelita and Angie

The Company You Keep

We were traveling with our lay group that included two Filipinas, one of whom was Carmelita. Carmelita and I had roomed together on several other missionary trips. She was responsible for getting me into the habit of praying more fervently. Late at night if I made the slightest move, Carmelita would say, “Lynda, are you awake?” I was always tired but would reluctantly answer “yes.” With Carmelita it was never a simple five-minute prayer but the entire Rosary with special intentions in between the decades! She is one of the most faithful, holy women that I recognize  as a truly devout Catholic.

Sure enough, just as I suspected, the huge doors swung open and there he was, in the flesh, Pope Francis. Whatever was about to happen was going to be quick and sweet. Carmelita and her friend were sitting next to Cathryn and me. They started to cry, “Oh my God, the Holy Father! The Holy Father! The Papa!” These were real tears and, as I was witnessing this, a quick thought came to me. “Should I cry too?”

With all the emotions and trying to decide whether to cry or not, the Holy Father came to me. I took his hand and kissed his ring. You will never guess what he did to me; he gave me a swift pat on the head and moved to the next person.  I received this as a “snap out of it moment!” In a quick gesture, I handed my phone to Carmelita so she could take photos of me with Pope Francis. Carmelita was too emotional for that task, we all messed up in that department.

I tried to remember Pope Francis’ outstanding features: all the freckles on his face, the color of his pearly gray teeth,  how he smiled, his gentle soft hands and  how he shuffled his feet. I was mesmerized by his presence. This feeling stayed with me the entire day.

 

The 3:00 a.m. crowds
Me with only 3 hours of sleep

The Canonization of Pope John Paul II

April 27, 2014, was the day  of the canonization of  His Holiness John Paul II. We had a wake-up call at 3:00 a.m. No vehicles of any sort were allowed near the Vatican, so we had to take the metro. Our tour guide warned us to stay together because of the crowds. I had purchased a small folding stool in California; this would prove to be both a blessing and a curse.

All the entrances to St. Peter’s were secured with barriers.

We were a group of about eight. As soon as we exited the metro, our group was violently separated. In a rush, a police officer opened a small portion of the barrier and hundreds tried to make their way in, trampling others in their path. Half of our group was lost with that episode. We reached an area on the side of St. Peter’s, and we stayed there for hours.

A Polish group kept singing the same annoying song; it was undoubtedly a praise song but it was way too early to receive this blessing. Then a Polish man pulled out an accordion and started playing music. My heavy, sleep-deprived eyes were rudely forced opened by this irritating music. We were all taking turns sitting on the stool. Nothing was more uncomfortable than this stool, but we needed to rest our feet. I wanted to cry from the pain of sitting on this three-legged stool, but the pain of standing outweighed it.

Finally after six hours the barriers were opened, and once again the crowds rushed to get in. I closed my eyes and tried to recall our front row seats from the day before this mayhem. Now we were so far back, sitting on the cold cobble stones, reduced to peasants. Not even the stool from hell brought us any reprieve.

The Special Surprise 

As we settled on the cold ground, the most beautiful music filled the crisp air. I cannot compare anything to this welcoming sound; it quieted the crowds into submission and ushered in the anointing. On this special day Pope Benedict XVI  and Pope Francis shared the same stage. I love Pope Benedict, so this was magical for me to witness.

Pope Francis

I struggled with how the mainstream media depicted Pope Francis and because of Pope Francis’ ambiguity, his words were always twisted to make him seem more progressive than he actually was.  I loved that Adoration was Pope Francis’ favorite form of prayer.  It’s my favorite form of prayer as well. In my humble opinion, there is nothing more powerful than being before the Blessed Sacrament.

God will judge his service as our pope. I have, and will always  respect The Chair of St. Peter.

My Prayer

Dear Lord, I pray for the repose of the soul of Pope Francis. Lord, we beseech You to help us through these trying times. May You, the God of all gods, hand select our next Pope. Strengthen us spiritually to pray for all cardinals, that they would be under the subjection of the Holy Spirit during the  Conclave. May the victory of a new Holy Father be in alignment with Your Holy Church. Amen.

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He Is Risen

Jacob, Wil. me, Mike and Lucas. Maddie will be home from college next week

We truly are the Easter people.

 

The family

The Abbey

An announcement was made at our parish that during the week of Holy Week there would be no confessions. It had been a month since my last confession, so I felt that before Easter I needed to be  purged of my transgressions. My friend Susan and I made plans to go to St. Michael’s Abbey because they were still hearing confessions.

When we arrived the line was wrapped around the building with more than 50 people waiting. We arrived at 1:15 p.m.

I had an appointment with my optometrist at 3:30 p.m.  that I had to cancel because I knew this was going to take longer. With four priests hearing confessions, we were done by 3;00 p.m.

Small Talk

Small talk has always been my gift, so I started a conversation with a lady behind us. She had driven from Dana Point, which was a 45-minute drive. As our conversation continued she mentioned that on Good Friday Santiago Retreat Center opens to hikers to go through the Stations of the Cross. “Is it a hard climb?” “Could someone like me do it?” I asked. She was an outdoorsy-type of person who hikes on a regular basis. She answered, “I’m sure you could do it!” This was a challenge, but I did not want to do this alone.

The No Planning Debacle 

If you know anything about me, even if I plan things, something always goes wrong. I called Russ ( my son-in-law) and asked if he would like to join me on this hike. I could hear Sonja in the background, “Why are you planning things with my husband?” Russ added that Sonja was off on Good Friday. So between the two of them, the message was clear that they were not interested.  But on Thursday, while Mike and I were at dinner, I received a text from Russ saying that they wanted to go on the hike.

On Good Friday I woke up in a panic. “I needed to be at Sonja’s at 7:45 a.m.. “Are you coming with us?” I asked Mike. “Going where? What are you talking about?” The hike, I answered. Of course I forgot to mention all the specifics to Mike but, thank God, he decided to join us.

I had an unscheduled appointment to see Mario, so I wanted to make sure that we finished on time for me to drive to Norco.

Sonja, me and Mike
The path
Blessed Mother Mary watching over the pilgrims
We made it!

Being unaware that we needed to register online was just one small hurdle. I forgot to bring water, so Sonja supplied us. “Do you have the directions?” I asked as we were driving. Sonja looked puzzled, “I thought you took care of this.” No, just pull it up on your phone,” I answered. “What is the name of the place?” she asked. “Silverado Retreat Center,”I replied.  “Mom, there is no such place! I found Santiago Retreat Center.” “Oh, I forgot,  that’s it!”

The Stations of the Cross

This experience was both beautiful and challenging. As I looked in the distance I could see the iron cross. I thought to myself, “We’re not going that high, are we?” We were, and it took an hour to hike  up to the summit. Some of the terrain was rocky and steep; with each station the walk became more arduous.

When we reached the Forth Station of the Cross, it became more of a spiritual challenge. I knew the Lord was with us at every station. I felt safe. When reaching the summit, I looked at the path below us and thanked God for allowing us to experience this holy adventure. It was around 11:15 a.m. by the time we finished  our hike, two hours total. I was in a bit of a rush because I needed to drive to Norco.

The Visit

A quick breakfast of fried eggs and avocado toast, and then I was off to visit Mario. When I arrived at the facility there were two new guards at the check-in station. I arrived a little before 1:00 p.m. I remembered the time that I did not have an appointment I was made to wait until 2:00 p.m. in the afternoon. For as many times as I tried to make an appointment, the prison system was blocking me. In frustration, I gave up. To this day their system is still unable to get this problem resolved.

Two Rude Officers

“Do you have an appointment?” asked the first woman officer. “No, your system is down and I was unable to get one scheduled,” I answered. “Well, we’ve changed the time for walk -in appointment visits to 4:00 p.m. Didn’t you read the website?” she smugly answered. “When was it changed?” I asked. “Two weeks ago, you should have read the website.” We went back and forth, with me trying to explain that not only did I not know about this, but that Mario was unaware of this change as well.

I pleaded with both of these rude women, but they would not give in. I explained that I was the only one there,  that it was Good Friday, and all I wanted was to minister to my nephew. One with a tight bun looked at me and told me to stop arguing with them. I was not in anyway arguing but only trying to explain that I could not get an appointment because of their faulty system.

I asked to speak to their supervisor but to no avail. “We’re not going to do that because the answer is going to be NO!”   “How do you know if the answer is going to be no if you don’t ask?” I responded.

When I reminded them that it was Good Friday, one of them said, “It’s just a another Friday.” I could not wait three and a half  hours, so I left. I cried part of the way home, thinking I let Mario down. By the time Mario called I was more composed; we were both saddened by this rude outcome.

One thing I will never understand about visiting someone in prison is that the visitor is treated like a prisoner.

My Prayer

Dear Lord, thank You for allowing us to walk the Stations of Your glorious Cross. I pray for every pilgrim who took this hike to come to the knowledged of how very difficult each station was for You, Lord. Please touch the hearts of these prison employees. Teach them empathy and to treat all visitors with respect. Amen.

 

 

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The Way Of Pain

We are entering the climax of our Christian existence. Palm Sunday is the first day of Holy Week.

I wrote this poem while at Adoration.

The Way of Pain

Peter stood as He passed by

Not once, not twice, but three times he denies.

When the cock crows he cries.

His Mother met Him and held Him tight;

She knew very well His terrible plight;

The way of pain was not yet done.

Not knowing He was the One

A man named Simon helped the Son.

The soldiers whipped Him and spat on His face,

But Jesus kept His place.

The women wept as He passed them by,

But one in particular caught His eye.

She ran in haste to wipe His face

And on the cloth His image stayed.

The crowd, with fists raised high, in unison sang the same death song,

“Crucify Him!“ “Crucify Him!”

It was finished, the work was done.

 

© Lynda Ciriza

Palm Sunday

Following in the footsteps of Jesus as He made his triumphant entry into the city, one can truly imagine the joy in the hearts of His followers. Experiencing this as a pilgrim, my eyes recorded this joyous event and I stored them deep within my heart.

Why did Jesus ask His disciples to bring Him a colt? This was done to fulfill the prophecy in Zechariah.

In Matthew 21:7-8, the people spread their cloaks over the animals because this was a tradition of the Israelite kingship to reestablish a Davidic line. It’s also important to understand that there were two groups of Jews: the Jews who joined Jesus for His triumphal entry and the Jews who lived in Jerusalem. The Jews who lived in Jerusalem knew very little if anything about Jesus; these were the ones who joined forces with the Romans to demand Jesus’ crucifixion.

Monday

On this day Jesus curses a fig tree for not bearing  fruit. What good are we if we are not bearing fruit, or if our fruit is tasteless?  As  disciples of Jesus, we should always bear good fruit. This was also the day that Judas Iscariot negotiated with the Sanhedrin to betray Jesus (Mat 26:14-16).

Tuesday 

The chief priest, scribes and Pharisees form a pack against Jesus and attempt to entrap Him. They organize an ambush but Jesus evaded their trap. Jesus’ harsh word against them:(Mat 23:24-33)

Wednesday

The Bible does not say what Jesus did on Wednesday but Bible scholars believed He spent the day resting in Bethany in anticipation of the Passover.

Holy Thursday, The First Day of Triduum

The word Triduum comes from the Latin meaning three days  in preparation for a great feast.

In the Upper Room, Jesus took on the role of a servant and washed the feet of His disciples. Washing the feet is part of the Aaronic priesthood (Ex 30:21).

While they are eating the Last Supper, Jesus announces that one of them will betray Him.

The bread and wine is the institution of the Holy Eucharist.

Good Friday Via Dolorosa

On Holy Thursday Jesus instituted the priesthood over his apostles at the Last Supper (Mt 26:26-29). This is commemorating the celebration of the first Mass. At every Mass we recall what great sacrifice Jesus did for us by dying on the Cross.

Good Friday, Second Day of Triduum

While Jesus is in the Garden of Gethsemane, Judas arrives with the chief priest, scribes and elders.  Judas has done his dirty deeds and received thirty pieces coins. We know that Judas hanged himself, but before that, he returned the money he received for the betrayal of Jesus to the high priest (Mt 27:3-10). This too was in fulfillment of the prophet Zechariah.

Holy Saturday, The Last Day of Triduum

The chief priest requests that a guard be placed at the tomb of Jesus. The guarded tomb is secured and sealed. This was done so that Jesus’ body could not be stolen,  allowing His disciples to later claim that He had risen from the dead. These guards were assumed to be Roman soldiers because Jews had no authority to perform an executions (Mt 27:62-66).

Holy Saturday is the great Easter Vigil, this is always an evening service. The church will be in complete darkness – representing the tomb. Fire is lit from outside of the church followed by a procession. The Paschal candle is lit – representing the light and life of Christ. This candle is used throughout the year for celebrating baptisms , First Holy Communion, Confirmation and funerals.

Easter Sunday

As the women who loved our Lord come to anoint His body, they discover an empty tomb.  Jesus entrusted the great news of His Resurrection to women! (Luke 24:1-9)  Alleluia, Christ the Lord is Risen!

My Prayer

Dear Jesus, as we walk through Holy Week with You may our hearts be filled with sorrow and gratitude for what You have done for us. May we never deny Your existence. Teach us to carry our crosses as You did with great dignity. Lord reveal to us, in the spirit of Simon of Cyrene, to help those whose crosses are to hard to bear. May we come alongside them in prayer. Thank You, Lord, for Your glorious Resurrection! Amen.

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