I Left My Broken Heart In San Francisco

“The only thing ever achieved in life without effort is failure.” St. Francis of Assisi

The Beautiful fog rolling in

San Francisco was  one of our favorite cities to visit. As a family we have fond memories of the many times we spent in the “City by the Bay”.

Family Vacations

Mikos and Sonja with her toy cable car

When our children were younger, we would fly to San Francisco to celebrate my birthday and to shop for school clothes. We’d stay at the  St. Francis Hotel and walked around the city for hours. It was beautiful and safe. Like many great cosmopolitan cities, it was better to discover the many treasures by walking. We also utilized the trolley cars as a means of public transportation to get us to Fisherman’s Wharf. We would use a rental car to cross the beautiful Golden Gate Bridge and walk around Sausalito. It was a glorious time!

It was always foggy in August, and I’d forget to pack a jacket or sweater. This was the perfect opportunity to shop for the latest sweaters because San Francisco’s Union Square was the chic fashion district.

Pier 39

The dinners were the best: we loved Kuleto’s and eating at Scoma’s in Fisherman’s Wharf. Their fish was fresh and delicious; coming from a fish ignoramus, this was one of the only places I ordered fish.

Our Last Visit

Mike was on a business trip, and I tagged along to enjoy my beautiful San Francisco. We were staying at the downtown Hilton, a stone’s throw away from Nordstrom department store. As Mike was getting ready for his day, I said, “I’m going shopping, first to Nordstrom and then to Marshall’s. I’ll see you in a few hours.” I got on the elevator and headed out the door. I had not walked one block when I felt an eerie feeling; the atmosphere had changed. The streets were filled with scattered debris, and the once-refreshing air was spoiled by an unpleasant stench.

Me and Mom at Nordstorm

Having served as the head of a homeless ministry for over 20 years, I’m normally not uncomfortable around people of the streets. But in this case I felt like a walking target; people on the streets were screaming and a fight was about to break out.  I quickly turned around and headed back to the room. Mike was still there. “Why did you come back?” he asked. “Um, for the first time in my life I did not feel safe around the homeless,” I answered. After Mike finished his obligations with work, he promised to  accompany me to the shops.

By the time Mike was available, it was around 4 o’clock. As we walked toward Nordstrom he, too, got the same vibe. We never made it to the stores; instead we drove to dinner because the area had been overtaken by vagrants.

Saint Francis of Assisi 

This city is named after this great saint, and I know that Saint Francis is doing warfare for his beloved namesake. San Francisco was consecrated for the service of God; it is hallowed ground. Before any Catholic Church is built, the ground is blessed and the church is dedicated to the Lord. There are currently 17 Catholic Churches in San Francisco.

The Lord looks down on all those who are culpable for the demise of this great city. Their judgment will be severe because they have led so many astray.

“The deeds you may do may be the only sermon some people will hear” St. Francis of Assisi

The San Francisco Exodus

This year Nordstrom has announced the closing of two  San Francisco locations including the one in Union Square. This iconic 336,000,000-square-foot store with its spiral escalator is closing due to rampant crime. Whole Foods lasted a year before deciding to close shop. So far, more than 46 retailers have left the once posh Union Square. No more Office Depot, Anthropologie, Crate &Barrel you name it – they are gone!

San Francisco has always had panhandlers and musicians working the tourists but the demographics have changed. New laws to protect the criminals are not working well for us in California.

The Laws

We in California are suffering the aftermath of bills and  laws signed by our governor.

The law, Senate Bill 1375 authored by Senate Pro Tem Toni Atkins, builds on two existing laws:

  • Assembly Bill 890, which passed in 2020, and allows nurse practitioners to practice independently
  • Atkins’ own AB 154, which passed in 2013 and permitted nurse practitioners to conduct first-trimester abortions under a doctor’s supervision.
  • The $950 Theft Law, turned shoplifting from a felony to a misdemeanor as long as the total amount stolen does not exceed the value of $950.

Proposition One

Our liberal state is steeped in sin, and we are all paying the price. Proposition One allows babies to be aborted up to nine months and invites women from other states to come to California to kill their babies. Governor Newsom set out  the welcome mat. He uses California tax money (The Abortion Practical Support Fund) to pay for the flights and travel expenses for women of other states who come to California for abortions. These payments also cover hotel expenses and childcare while they abort their babies. This egregious evil is  part of the systemic mess we have allowed.

Standing My Ground

I am a second-generation native Californian and I will not be leaving this state. I serve a God of justice and believe that He answers all prayers. Our state capital is Sacramento. Do you know where that name derived from? Allow me to enlighten you. Sacramento was named after the Sacramento River by a Spanish cavalry officer Gabriel Morage for the Santisimo Sacramento (Most Holy Sacrament). He was referring to the Catholic Eucharist. The Body of Christ! All these destructive laws were  passed in our capital of Sacramento! How can the liberal lawmakers not make the connection with such a sacred name?

We have a fight ahead of us but I know our prayers are reaching the throne of God.

My Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,

We stand in the gap for all elected officials to bring down the forces of evil in our cities.  Lord, our capital is the namesake of the Most Blessed Sacrament, with holy saints stationed all over our state. Heavenly Father, we call on Saint Francis of Assisi to intercede for his beloved San Francisco. From north to south, east to west, we cry out for all people of God to accompany us in prayer. Heal our land and remove all that is not of God! Amen.

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Opening The Door To Satan

As grown as I am in the Lord, Satan knows how to sneak into the back door and caused havoc.

When we have our guard down and emotions are raw, we are vulnerable and unknowingly welcome the Enemy. With emotions out of control there is little room for reason; without a sound mind, anger creeps in. I fell into the pit of anger and the outcome was not pleasant. I was triggered by something that was said about me, I held on to those words for two days, and, as the anger was stewing, I justified the fury. I gave access to the Enemy because I was blindsided by a trigger. I allowed the sun to go down on my anger.

A Lesson Learned

After much prayer and receiving Holy Communion I was freed of all the malice.  I know that anger is not of God and that it will only exacerbate the problem.  There are many ways to communicate to let your feelings be known. It how we choose our words that make all the difference. A screaming, yelling person will never get the correct response. It is through gentle words that a problem can be soothed.

Let’s face it: we all have triggers. A trigger is anything that provokes an unpleasant memory:  a smell, a particular time of day, a sound, a person  or  place. These triggers occur because we are not  healed of emotional traumas. They can go deep into our psyche and surface when we least expect them.

I have a wonderful friend who recently divorced. Since the divorce she has become hypersensitive to any criticism because her husband was verbally abusive. She is still the happy-go-lucky person but if someone raised his voice when speaking to her, the countenance of her face changes. You can feel the sadness come over her.

Why her? She is a strong Christian woman, and this was out of  character for her. At the time she married, she was taking care of her elderly mother and also brought her brother from out of state to live near her. After her mother’s passing, her brother needed to be placed in assisted living due to his declining health. She was stretched too thin and her then husband did not understand her situation and showed very little compassion. Though she was married, she was alone in her everyday needs. This is traumatic because her helpmate failed to support her emotional needs.

Physical Abuse

If you were a victim of physical abuse, unless you get professional help or have been delivered of this pain, anything associated with this type of abuse will provoke a bad memory. If you are not equipped to pray, you will spiral into the plan of the Enemy and feel the pain anew. Physical abuse leaves emotional scars, and, though I am not an expert, this is a curse that passes down to the next generation. A  generational curse is like the bad root in a family tree. The only way to rid yourself of a generational curse is through prayer or Christian counseling or both.

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June Belongs to Jesus

The fading rainbow signage at Nordstrom Rack

With all the controversy that has transpired from Budweiser to Target, you would think that the large retailer would disassociate it self from supporting “LGBTQ Pride Month.”  I believe that their mantra: “all inclusive” does not take into consideration the 95% of us who are finally fed up because we do not want to be inundated with this narrative!

Now several Major League Baseball organizations are under scrutiny for allowing the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence to perform at their stadiums. This group of men, disguised as nuns, should never be allowed as guests in any public forum.

As a Catholic, the insults and disrespect to our Christian beliefs have reached a level of bigotry that we will no longer tolerate.

Opening Doors to the Dark Side

I pity any organization that supports these heinous groups because they are ruled by the dark side. Will they ever learn? Celine Dion is paying the price for designing a demonic children’s line of clothing. She has canceled all her concerts due to medical problems. One word of advice for her: REPENT! You can follow the story of Celine’s clothing line on this Blog: The Darker Side of Evil.

The Fading Rainbow

Is the use of the LGBTQ Rainbow fading? First of all, stop mimicking God’s symbolism. The rainbow is a gift from God. The only idea you have right is the use of the word pride, which is one of the Seven Deadly Sins.

The Real Celebration

The month of June belongs to Jesus. The world needs to know the true story and why the Enemy has made tireless attempts to divert the month of June.

This devotion started privately centuries ago by the orders of Benedictine and Cistercian monasteries. It was spread following visions of Sister Margaret Mary Alacoque in 1674. Jesus appeared to Sister Margaret Mary Alacoque on several occasions and asked that she spread the promises for the Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

These are the promises for those who share the devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the month of June:

1. I will give them all the graces necessary for their state of life.
2. I will give peace in their families.
3. I will console them in all their troubles.
4. I will be their refuge in life and especially in death.
5. I will abundantly bless all their undertakings.
6. Sinners shall find in my Heart the source and infinite ocean of mercy.
7. Tepid souls shall become fervent.
8. Fervent souls shall rise speedily to great perfection.
9. I will bless those places wherein the image of My Sacred Heart shall be exposed and venerated.
10. I will give to priests the power to touch the most hardened hearts.
11. Persons who propagate this devotion shall have their names eternally written in my Heart.
12. In the excess of the mercy of My Heart, I promise you that My all-powerful love will grant to all those who will receive Communion on the First Fridays, for nine consecutive months, the grace of final repentance: they will not die in my displeasure, nor without receiving the sacraments; and my Heart will be their secure refuge in that last hour.

During the month of June many Catholics will devote their prayers to the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

The Rainbow

The rainbow is another symbol that is used to project a distorted view of what God intended. The appearance of the rainbow in the Book of Genesis represents the promise  that God made to us that the earth would never be destroyed by a flood.

Pride

The word pride appears in the Bible over 100 times. Pride is one of the Seven Deadly Sins. When you are prideful, you believe that you’re more important than others. If others do not agree with you, you dismiss this because you believe your views were misunderstood. A prideful person cannot accept being misunderstood. Pride opens the door to the Seven Deadly Sins. A prideful person believes so much in himself that he has lost touch with reality. A prideful person can also develop the character traits of a narcissist. The end results of pride are bitterness and loneliness. The antidote for pride is a life of grace filled with virtue, where we grow in humility.

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