The Marian Journey

Avila, Spain; Father Leonard, Natalie, and me


In  2015 our ministry traveled on a Marian Journey. On a Marian journey, a person travels to holy places where the Blessed Mother has appeared. The purpose of the trip was to draw us closer to Jesus through the apparitions of Mary. For those of you who doubt Mary and the saints, allow me to share this holy experience.

We had visited France and Spain, but this story is about Spain. This was a fourteen-day trip, and on the second day, I lost  my wallet or it was stolen from me. Either way I did not have any income whatsoever, and two credit cards, American money and Euros were all gone. I had to depend on the kindness of others and mostly God to get through the trip. Mike could not wire me money because our trip was based on one-night stays. I thank God that our passports were collected on the morning of the missing wallet incident. Father Leonard was the chaplain for the trip, and he lent me a one-hundred-dollar bill. The irony was that I could not cash in the bill because of counterfeit $100 bills being circulated; only a bank would take the bill and due to our time frame, banks were closed .

We visited Our Lady of the Pillar, in  Zaragoza, Spain. This is the first known apparition of the Blessed Mother.  After Pentecost, the 12 Disciples dispersed to preach the Gospel to the world. St. James the Great  journey’s took him to the Iberian Peninsula, which is modern day Spain/Portugal. St. James was discouraged that pagans were not responding to his message, so as he sat at the edge of the Ebro River, modern day Zaragoza, Mary appeared to him to offer encouragement. (Mary was still alive and living in Jerusalem.) Mary told St. James not to worry, because the people to whom he preached would be converted. Mary appeared to St. James atop a pillar of jasper carried by angels, Mary handed St. James a small wooden statue of herself holding the Christ Child. The date was October 12 in the year 40 AD, and  the Blessed Mother asked that a church be built on that spot in her honor. In Mary’s words:

“This place is to be my house and the image and column shall be the title and altar of the temple that you shall build…and the people of this land will honor greatly my Son Jesus.”

Father Leonard preparing for Mass at Our Lady of the Pillar Zaragoza, Spain
Father Leonard venerating the original statue from the Blessed Mother given to St. James the Great, Our Lady of the Pillar

St. James was about to give up his mission when he was greatly alleviated by the Blessed Mother. St. James built the small chapel as the Blessed Mother requested; it is known as Our Lady of the Pillar, and is the first known Marian shrine. The original chapel was replaced by beautiful basilica which was erected in the 17 Century. The original statue of Mary with the Christ Child is housed there, and pilgrims from all over the world come to venerate the gift that Mary left St. James.

There is a strong connection between the  discovery of the  Americas and the Blessed Mother. Christoper Columbus had a great devotion to the Mother of God. Columbus named one of his ships the Santa Maria. On Columbus’ first voyage to the Americas, his crew suffered from the grueling, uncharted waters, and after two months, they wanted to turn back. Christopher Columbus told them that if they did not see any land by the Feast of Our Lady of the Pillar, October twelfth, he would turn back. On October 12 they landed by God’s providence.  As Columbus set foot on the new land, he claimed it in the Name of Jesus Christ. He named it ” San Salvador” (Holy Savior). San Salvador is known by the same name today.

The fortified city of Avila, Spain

Part of the Marian journey was to visit Avila, Spain, home to St. Teresa of Avila. St Avila is one of my favorite saints. She had a strong devotion to the Blessed Mother. After losing her mother at 13 years, she begged the Blessed Mother to become her mother. She was a mystic, with prolific spiritual writings that are still used today. She was the first woman to be elevated to Doctor of the Church  in 1970 by Pope Paul VI. One of her most famous writings is The Interior Castle.

Let nothing disturb you.

Let nothing make you afraid.
All things are passing.
God alone never changes.
Patience gains all things.
If you have God you will want for nothing.
God alone suffices.

— St Teresa, The bookmark of Teresa of Ávila,
The apparition of St. Teresa of Avila as it appeared to our group

We visited the monastery where she lived, and  the second level was converted  into a museum. As we walked around, I came to a  document with folded creases, but as I  intensely stared at it, I noticed a face of a woman. I thought it odd, but just I was about to asked, other team members about this, Robert’s and Linda’s eyes were already fixated on the same image. Our tour guide ran out screaming to inform the nuns, and a big commotion followed. We believe that an image of St. Teresa of Avila appeared to us.  It was a holy encounter.

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For Purple Mountains Majesites

Mike raising Old Glory
God Bless America!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When Katharine Lee Bates, reached the top of Pike’s Peak in Colorado, she took in the majestic wonders of  God’s creation and was inspired to write “America the Beautiful.” This poem was first published on July 4, 1895. “America the Beautiful” was later turned into the song. This ballad comes second to “The Star-Spangled Banner” as our country’s National Anthem.

By Katharine Lee Bates (1859-1929)
Music by Samuel Augustus Howe (1847-1903)

O beautiful for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the fruited plain!

America! America!
God shed His grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!

O beautiful for pilgrim feet
Whose stern impassion’d stress
A thorough fare for freedom beat
Across the wilderness.

America! America!
God mend thine ev’ry flaw,
Confirm thy soul in self-control,
Thy liberty in law.

O beautiful for heroes prov’d
In liberating strife,
Who more than self their country loved,
And mercy more than life.

America! America!
May God thy gold refine
Till all success be nobleness,
And ev’ry gain divine.

O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears.

America! America!
God shed his grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea.

“America the Beautiful” is my favorite patriotic song. These lyrics came from the beauty of God’s creation. I cannot think of a more appropriate time to speak of American patriotism than today, I feel as if I received an assignment from my fifth-grade teacher Mrs. Duffy to write an essay on the Fourth of July. So here is my long overdue composition.

Mrs. Duffy, my 5th grade teacher
Jacaranda ground foliage
My neighbor’s Jacaranda

Purple is my favorite color, especially this time of year when the stately Jacarandas are in full bloom. Other times of the year these trees blend in with the rest of all green trees. Jacarandas designer clothing is from above, dressed up in their best purple array of flowers that bloom endlessly. The Jacarandas welcome in late spring, and peak in early July.  These trees return again for a standing ovation right before winter. They color the sky and scape the earth with purple, and fill the air with a sweet scent of heaven. California is the only place where Jacarandas bloom twice a year. This is my purple majesty, and it connects me to a tangible beauty of our country, and this is one of many reasons why I love the good old USA.

The state of mind of America does not reflect her beauty. America’s spirit is broken, so until we settle our differences, I choose to look beyond and welcome her big sky and all that encompasses her glorious scenery.

Our flag will fly perched on the rooftop, on the Fourth of July.  It will make a statement of patriotism. It will adorn our home with pride, and the red, white and blue will forever wave to all who pass by. I am an American that still believes the lyrics inspired by God, written by Katharine Lee Bates. I hold on to the verse “God shed His grace on thee” as an infallible truth as to how our country was established. We are still one nation under God, striving to keep our country at peace, and with God nothing is impossible (Luke 1:37).

My Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father, I ask that You would give us all a sign of Your holy presence in our country. We are so divided, and it seems that all hope is vanished. Only You Lord can bring us back to one nation under God. Only You can restore what was lost. By Your model, teach us to be loving, respectful, and accepting of others differences. Guide us to do Your holy will.  Amen

 

 

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I Forgot How to Walk?

Tyson, Cubby, Julia, Tori, me and Staci, at Laguna Beach
Cubby, Luke, Sonja and Russ, at Laguna Beach
Julia, Jake, Tyson, Tori, and Staci, at Laguna Beach

On December 27, 2017, I had surgery to correct a hammer toe on my right foot. The specialist said that it would take at least six months for the full recovery from the surgery, but I thought I knew better. After the surgery I really believed that all would be back to normal in a couple of months. But things did not turn out that way. During the follow-up visit I was told that all went well as far as the surgery was concerned, and that the rest of the problem was in my head. My foot was still doing the weird curling of the toes, making me keep walking with a limp, and sometimes I heard a shuffle while walking. I made another appointment with the doctor, but this time I was forlorn. I still could not wear tennis shoes, or other thong-type sandals due to the massive amount of scar tissue, and any closed toed shoes caused pain. The doctor’s response was that I needed physical therapy to learn how to walk again. I felt insulted by his choice of words, but nonetheless I did follow-up with the therapy.

If you have ever been to a beauty school, where the students are in training, you sometimes you can’t really tell the difference between the teacher and the student until you get a really bad haircut. Well, the first physical therapy place was a like this, a bunch of young therapists in training.  After three sessions, I wanted nothing more to do with this. as the robotic millennials were overly friendly but incompetent. I canceled my appointment because I was going to the Holy Land, but in reality I had lost faith in physical therapy.

As life would have it, my foot continued to be my cross and complaining was a constant. I purchased a comfortable pair of lightweight shoes for the missionary trip, but this only caused further damage. Good Friday was one of the worst days because of the discomfort, and all the walking we did that on that day set me back to a pronounced limp.

My boyfriend shoes

I continued with my workout regiment wearing Mike’s sandals, I called them my boyfriend shoes. These shoes did not cause pain and I could fasten them securely with the Velcro.

Physical therapy sobriety walk to help with balance

Thinking that this was my lot in life, I pretty much surrendered to the problem. I was having other health issues with back pain, and made an appointment with my primary care physician. I brought up my foot problem, and he told me again that it was an issue of mind over matter thing. My interpretation from this advice was that this doctor thought I was creating this problem in my head. I was also advised to return to physical therapy.

Toe yoga, I got it down to a science!

Taking matters into my own hands, I decided to no longer return to the podiatrist who told me it was in my head,  and made an appointment with a foot surgeon. The meeting went well but the specialist said  “You forgot how to walk!” “So, are you saying it’s in my head?” I asked.  His response was “Yes.”

For three years I put off the surgery and was compensating for my injury, and my mind and body got accustomed to defective toe doing what seemed natural. So when the surgery came, I really had forgotten how to walk normally. All three doctors were right, so now I’m back in physical therapy. No students this time, just professionals, sports specialist, and this is finally working for me. I am doing toe yoga, along with a lot of other exercises, to improve my balance and to learn how to walk again with proper stability. Sometimes it feels as if I’m taking a sobriety test with the different types of walking exercises that are required.

We went to dinner at Las Brisas, in Laguna Beach, on Friday, with the Louisiana Crew. We walked down to the beach, and for the first time in years I felt like I was walking normally.

Hindsight shows that we pay a big price in putting off what needs to be done in a timely matter.

Proverbs 6:4-6 New King James Version (NKJV)

Give no sleep to your eyes,
Nor slumber to your eyelids.
Deliver yourself like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter,
And like a bird from the hand of the fowler.

In other words, don’t put off until tomorrow what you can do today.

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